An update

Backie!

Double backie... if u get what i mean. Yeap you'll know if you really know.. Just a random post for today (: Regarding the previous emo posts,those were just for laughs.Requested by their very ownself actually. Wanna know who? hehe.. Hint: Its 6 plus me 7. Catch it?

Just replied a mail from a Friend. You know who you are ( provided if you read my blog since its so dead) hmm, wont tell you what i replied!! Cuz its a secret between us. Right? To Friend, I'm sure you dontwan me to blog bout it. Really thank God how he had made us got back closer once again.. after being lost for like 7 yrs. heheh..

Another thing, something to celebrate! Grace won 2nd for the so called audio essay by Inti College.. good huh she? Congrats babe! She will be competing in the audio category next Wed in Inti. The prize? Its good, scholarship by Inti.

I miss Churoz suddenly.. eaten it b4? Super duper yummilicious.. Its like breadstick with flavors like Cinnamon, Lime, Honey and etc to choose from. Ate it in Disneyland... Ah....They have it in Malaysia??

New found

I found F4,F5 and F6...suddenly these people appear in my life. I am still depressed though.

Depressed

Hey,

This post is specially dedicated to 3 of my best friends who is/was always there to.....................depress me. Yea, my best friends. =( No name shall be mentioned here ok? So I'm gonna call them F1, F2 and F3.

Just wanna let you know some stuff about my F1,2,3 frens.

F1- Well, she is the first who started the "Anything la Tzili" expression...
- She sits on my left during lab lessons but nowadays she has been sitting away from me... Depressed. She always discourages me... Eg: Me:( Was looking at the mirror)
F1: I thought you are always ugly?
Look how sad is dat... Depressed!





F2- She is my accountability partner and all this while I thought accountability partners always care for each other... Giving good advice and saying nice + sweet stuff to you. But look how she treated me...

Me: Hey, you know what F2, i heard they call me a very "............." person la.How?
F2: You are what.

And then from that day onwards whenever i see her she'll shout " Hey '...............' person"

She even calls me Tua Pui Kia..... because...... Sighs. depressed!





F3- I thought I can trust her the most. Of all the advice she has givin me.. all the troubles she has heard from me. She should be encouraging me... but she didn't but instead she laughed about it and then only encourage *sarcastically* .....depressed! Why oh Why.....



You know what ppl? I've been listening to the song You are Loved (Don't give up) by Josh Groban over and over again for like 10 times a day? and each time i play it.. tears started to roll down my cheeks....literally. I think I'm going through Depression.

Resurrected

Hi ppl,

Surprised huh to see me coming back to blogging once again. I was away for quite some time in fact near to a year. What makes me want to come back some of you might ask. Well, the one thing that makes me want to come back is.... I've actually been checking on my blog for like almost everytime when I'm online. It got me 'irritated' too that whenever m here, I see....."Exam is officially over for now".. Kinda boring to me as well, whats more you?? =) and so I decided to hit it back again.Honestly, I do not think I'll be updating it so so so very often. Maybe you can come visit this site again after a yr or so? hehe.. I'm serious.

I've thought of deleting the whole blog but I feel kinda waste, all my brain storming posts....so at last i decided not to do it. Its cruel.

Tomorrow is Friday. For some of you who didn't know... that's the day when Jesus was crucified on the cross for me and you 2000 yrs back. For all this while which I've been posting I've actually learnt lots about Him. I see Him perform miracles, being so real to me, lifting me up when i needed Him the most and of course always there watching over me. Nothing can express His love for us, for each and everyone of us. Let's say, in CF.. ppl come, ppl go. Its kinda sad when you see someone whos so close to Him will also fall one day.. one moment they're so passionate bout all these things and in another moment they seems to be another person. People started questioning all thats happening... "y have faith when you can do it yourself?"..." Why pray when its an unanswered prayer".... Well, a leader told me before..... Once you accept Christ as you Lord and Saviour, you'll be reborn again. Your mind and soul. Ok lets put it this way, you're as though a new born infant whos being pampered and needs are fulfilled. Same goes to us as a new Christian... You pray each time and its answered. You can get close to Him so easily and you're so hyped up to do things for Him and so you think the DEVILS will just look and fold their arms? Of course they won't.. They'll try every attempt to bring us down. teach us to have hatred against each other, to steal, to complain, to feel unsatisfied... feel fedup and eventually to give up. God put us in to test but Devils put us into temptations. We humans are just so fragile and by God's strength we can carry it through. Many things had happened in my life lately but I believe God is with me.. somehow I know that He put me all these things to teach and mould me into a better person. I can say that I've changed a lot.. its totally a before-and-after kinda thing. I think we should check on ourself as well... Are we praying and doing our devotions daily? Are we still as close as how we used to be with Him? C'mon Christians DO NOT LET HIM DIE ON THE CROSS IN VAIN! Remember what happened 2000 yrs back. All the spits, slashings and mockings..... I don't want to be left behind when He comes back. What about you??

Voila!

EXAM is officially over...... for now

A Tagger Tagged me...

The title explains it all. Shirlyn tagged me.. few days back. alright, the tag thingy is bout 6 weird and bad habits/things that i do.

1. I'm lazy. Very lazy. I hardly clean the mess i make.
2. I talk to myself in front of the mirror everyday. Doing crazee facial expression and stuff.

hmm... i'll give you just a portion of it first.. Stay tuned for more. Can't think of any now.. I'll try to catch my weird habits..

Beneath that smile

The Da Vinci Code embraces conspiracy theories. Dan Brown is certainly dexterous as he weaves them around actual events (the Council of Nicaea), actual people (Constantine and Arius) and actual documents (the Gnostic Gospels). What exactly are these theories? We oick out 3 Most Misguided-Theories for you.

3 Most misguided Theories

MRS JESUS

Misguided theory 1 Jesus and Mary Magdalene were secretly married and had a child!

Dan Brown quotes from the Gnostic Gospel - Gospel Philip : " and the companion of the Saviour is Mary Magdalene. Christ loved her more than all the disciples and used to kiss her often on her mouth." Mrs Jesus herself is then supposed to be the legendary Holy Grail, the royal bloodline of Jesus. Honestly... this makes for juicy scandal material, but lacks any grounds to be taken too seriously.

In fact... Dan Brown's dubious "sources" : The Nag Hammadi texts that contain the Gnostic Gospels are an unreliable source. THey were written neither by Jesus' apostles, nor by their cmpanions but under a pseudonym that is, the author used the names of the aopstles just to gain credibility. Hence, we have the Gospel of Thomas, the Gospel of Philip, etc. but they were not actually written by these apostles.

Note: The apostles were the followers of Christ-people who'd be most able to write an accurate account of Jesus' life.

THE ' SECRET' GOSPELS

The misguided THeory 2 The Bible was collated by the pagan Roman Emperor Constantine. Therefore, writings that contain Jesus' human traits, known as the Gnostic Gospels, were suppressed by Constantine to cover up the real identity of Jesus for political reason.

" The Bible as we know it today, was collated by the pagan Roman emperor Constantine the Great ( The Da Vinci Code, pg 231)

Honestly, ...It sure is puzzling that Dan Brown cites sources that are obviously unreliable. Hasn't he done his research? In fact... What is Gnosticism?

'Gnostic' comes from the word 'knowledge'. Gnosticism believes that Jesus came not to free us of our sins, but to free us from our ignorance.

Why are the Gnostic Gospels not included in today's Bible?

Only books and letters that were associated with an apostle or associate were accepted in the New Testament canon ( the listof those writings acknowledged by the Church as documents of divine revelation). The Gnostic Gospels were branched heretical by the early Church Fathers, not Constantine.

I VOTE HIM AS GOD

Misguided Theory 3 Jesus Christ was elevated to "divine" position as a result of a vote held in AD 325 at the Council of Nicaea - a convention of bishops.

Honestly.... this is a well-spun theory. You need to know your history to debunk this one! It plays on distorting details and dispensing half-truths.

In fact..... A sly half truths. For two and a half centuries before Nicaea, most of the early Church already had the opinion that Christ is divine. The Council of Nicaea did seriuosly consider alternative views of Jesus, yet not whether he was merely mortal or divine, but rather whether his status was lesser than God, that is, was he coeternal with God.